CHAPTER 3 The inner world evolves at a variable velocity, and not always to something different, less at the same time that the external world. Yes, it's true that it must exist a connection between what happens out there and what runs inside of us, but I don't know if that happens with the logic that we naively believe. According to this logic it can not affect us in the same way a death that a song, an action that a word, or a fact that one silence. It sounds logical, and it is, at the same way that cant affect us in the same way a death that another death, a song that another song, an action that another action, etcetera. The apperently illogical thing it's the effect that has in each person a same thing, or the dimension of the effect, no, I'm not using the perfect words; the apparently illogical thing it is the time, place and way we change internally after something that happend outside not in the same time, place or way, neither with the same affect we expect. Do you understand?
Going back to that woman divided between her unique existence and her multiplied concepts, - that isn't just her, but every woman and man - now, besides this division and multiplication, and the difference between who she really is and her concept, we can add the existence of those inner worlds absolutly unknow for the others, and sometimes even unknow for herself.
Suppose then that her father died, or that she listened a song by the radio, or that she just decided to buy flowers like Mrs Dalloway, or that she saw some word at the newspaper by accident, or that she saw the rain fall, or that she answered the phone and didn't listen the voice she expected to call her. Can something change inside of her just with one single thing of those that happens in the real world where she lives and ignore the time, place and way that it changed her? Are we all vulnerable? Can she someday be the one who inadvertently causes a change inside of other person and never be advice? What happens there where we're not living? Can we go in being outside?
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